Bitter sweet love hate

You make me feel better and sweet

you are present

nerves globulate
glowing stumbling

My smile has never been so true

I feel bitter 

I have a broken smile

I cant have you 

I dont deserve you

I don't know when I will see you again 

I hate that 

you are present

You cause joy I cant explain 

anything is possible 

Airy sweet balanced

I feel bitter 

I have a broken smile

I dont know if I will always have you

I dont deserve you

I know that

I hate that 

You make me crazy

When we hug I have to tell my self to let you go